Age aint nothing but a thing

She met him at a party  they both danced together. It was crazy  there was chemistry...
Two  weeks later they were  in a hotel room doing it  . Horrible horrible sex  Moving on.
I hate it when men give Excuses So on the real I know  I say it alot  but I have given up on men as in finding the one. Because on d real there is no such thing as the one. 
I know am gonna die  alone or rather single So I am ready  for it. I know am meant to be grateful but wat is the need as there is no point being nice and getting stuck with d idiots it just doesn't help. Look at me am hot sexy educated broke no man. To sad seriously too sad.  I might have been abandoned by God.
When will I ever be successful it hurts me So bad. I give up already I honestly give up.