50 shades but not so grey

As we watched anna and Christian fuck themselves stupidly. The cinema was totally calm perhaps it was because of the intensity of the sex scenes not so sure .
But far end right corner of the  cinema we were seated when  suddenly he whispered "take off ur underpants " and  like in a trance she obeyed. slowly she turned to her side and  pulled her 100%lacey red/black colored g-string(victoria secret) to her knees he moved her hands away and agressively  ripped her underpants off her and slipped her underpants into his breast pocket . She sat still pantless with her heart racing, nipples as hard as rock You could smell her pussy was super excited from a mile away. He knew she wanted him but like the control freak  he was not going to let her off that easy. Next he put his hand in between her thighs and worked his way into her clitoris with his bare fingers he tickled her super fast making her quaver between her knees. The pleasure was super intensed drowning the voices of Anna and Christian as well as making the ongoing sex scene blurr. The more she moaned, the faster he went tickling the hell out of her clitoris. She leaned over as if to whisper into his ear but instead started to nibble sexually , "ahhhhh"he moaned as if to repay for such sexual act he dipped his finger in to her vagina and began to finger fuck her . so hard  and intense it was that she started to grind her teeth cause the pain was definately her pleasure. Within minutes just like the river nile her pussy opened up and thick creamy  juice began to flow. Unrelentless he continued like a greedy baby he kept dipping his finger harder into her wet now turned slippery pussy. Regardless of the location and crowd he kept making her come over and over again. "I WANT YOU" she moaned ……

Recipe for good loving

As he sprinkled grated white chocolate on  her  vagina & spread whip cream on  her juicy firm breasts & belly button he  took time in licking & sucking all off ,u could hear  her  moan from miles away.   nipples as hard as a rock, pussy super moist.  Finally, he dove  in rocking her slowing , she begged him  "FUCK ME FASTER" but back n forth he continued slowly . suddenLy like a fully charged  vibrator  He placed a firm grip on her hip bones & faster faster & faster back &forth non stop he rode. He flipped  her body & went in  from behind "arrrrgh YESSSSS please !! dont stop baby!! dont stop!!"  She begged at that moment the flood gate of her pussy openned up &just like spilled milk  it all came rushing out . He smiled & continued riding her refusing to stop he said to her  "HANG    IN THERE BABE, AM  JUST GETTING  STARTED". (Definately aint a one minute man)

Freaky part1

Like ant on ice cream am hooked! I waited for hours &days. Just fone calls &sms but no physical contact. Twice i blocked and un blocked his number.
Finally he shows up looking fagged out and  un sexy yet i long for him to grab my lips  into his.. trust ur girl i had no intention of letting him have his way without a bit of black girl drama.
I raved ,rant,cursed&paused screeched &screamed. But urs truly sir psycho remained totally calm. Pulled me towards him and hugged me super tight my breast popped up and nipples all hard blood pumping super fast.
We  started kissing and my brain went numb. I love kissing sir psycho  because i know he is bad 4me &dangerous. My legs part ways &while his finger went in deep(remember what they say about a guy's finger size is the same with his dick so true so true)
I was as slippery as oxford street in winter. i wanted him  as a two day old baby wants food. He knew this and kept teasing me. We stopped and he decided to walk me to my door
We kissed again and again then his right  hand worked its way to my clit still kissing me he wispered "spread em". I did exactly so and he finger fucked me ensuring he rubbed my clits super fast .
Everything was so intensed &just then  the security lights came on damn the lights damn DA FUCKING LIGHTS!!!!

Super upset today!

I woke up empty which by now you know is a normal mood yours truly .
Moving on its amazing how one minute you are all close and personal next he is ignoring you &all.
Sometimes its not what you planned or how life was planned that it ends up being. For instance , i planned to work with the Eco canada but nothing till date. I planned to be married to a fellow canadian but yet am not even dating one instead am dating a southafrican mixed dude.
Meanwhile my cousin is thru with school & is currently a nurse  working in a big hospital. But me but me dear universe have you forgotten me have u? Have u? Like am here look at me give me sometin pleaseeeeeeeeeeeee.
Am kind of running out of time oh!!
I gave up sex &loads of stuff yet nothing where is my blessing father JEhovah where is my job and family my own kids ,husband and all. Fancy ride kick ass house with the view of the ocean ?
Please dear heavenly father i dont mean to complain but free me bless me with a job and husband please

My needs

Status: SINGLE with no one to mingle .
Work: jobless
Age: super old
Personal statement:
Hi! Am very very cool,super sexy,loving,caring,devoted,hardworking,teamplayer,funtobewith, hyperactive,creative but most espeacially am just me��
Requirement:
Desperately seek a job as a consultant tv host or environmental officer.
Needs to be in relationship serious one.

When love happens

Why love hurts so much remains a mystery. Today I saw him again he comfortably said Hi. Am like what da. Fuck man! Like u barely call me now u see  me getting my tires fixed and he drives by. Like what I really want to know is why is love hurting and so hard to get. Every where I go I meet people who end up hurting me like arrrghh am sick of this all.
Dear universe surely u have taken a enough from me please can u now start blessing me cause I seriously can't deal anylonger.
I feel so sick to my stomach and super super in tears. God please I know u listen to my prayer s please help me get true love real real love and a super cool job please oh please!

Rock steady

What have i done? I super fucked up like, am not meant to have done this oh damn....
So hear me out..
He called and came over to see me and as usual to cancel on our date. Well i came out we sat down kissing and holding hands. Am like a bit mad cause he was about to cancel on our dat but he said he was super tired. Like am confused.
Moving on .. i told him to buy me dinner we went out for dominos and then came back and we started kissing again. We stripped but couldnt go any further because its that time of the month. Next thing he touched my body in a way that made me want him more. Then it happend he kissed me aggressively but tenderly then still on red he unzipped and went in..... hard and fast,aggressive but yet gently he pumped steadly as if his life depended on it.it was sheer cracra.
My boobs,bum he wanted it he got it now i feel nothing i cant actually remember his in to hers. So confusing i dont understand y i did wat i did but i actually did
hahaha stupid me��