Rock steady

What have i done? I super fucked up like, am not meant to have done this oh damn....
So hear me out..
He called and came over to see me and as usual to cancel on our date. Well i came out we sat down kissing and holding hands. Am like a bit mad cause he was about to cancel on our dat but he said he was super tired. Like am confused.
Moving on .. i told him to buy me dinner we went out for dominos and then came back and we started kissing again. We stripped but couldnt go any further because its that time of the month. Next thing he touched my body in a way that made me want him more. Then it happend he kissed me aggressively but tenderly then still on red he unzipped and went in..... hard and fast,aggressive but yet gently he pumped steadly as if his life depended on it.it was sheer cracra.
My boobs,bum he wanted it he got it now i feel nothing i cant actually remember his in to hers. So confusing i dont understand y i did wat i did but i actually did
hahaha stupid me��