I need my miracle now

So am back to being broke. No cash seriously no cash. I hate  the  fact dat  I have to ask for money. I still haven't found the right job. It sucks.  I want to  start my own company and look it is Ain't happening things keep bring me down. Am tired oh.
I wish I could just meet a guy who would whisk me aWay but  must  be super rich.
Arrgh  I hate  the fact  dat  am not seeing anyone and I don't want  to settle for less.
I hate hate hate  my self right now. Arrrghhh......